hello friend. she’s a keeper <3
hello friend. she’s a keeper <3
happy: all that she wants - ace of base
sad: my immortal - evanescence
bored: boring - the pierces
hyped: lollipop - mika
mad: better than revenge - t.swift
<3 that i stayed on campus and hung out with my wonderful friends.
<3 that i took the “rigid” criticism well and loosened up a bit.
<3 that i’m having so much fun and laughing every day.
<3 that i am getting all my work done, without any more panic attacks.
<3 that i popped three people’s body shot cherries, while bearing a cherry.
<3 that i’m able to express what I want/need/don’t want better.
—also, i will be proud of the fact that i’ve cleaned my room, as soon as i do that <3.
- my vagina is falling off
- wow this is dumb
- wow there goes a pair of my cutest underwear
- im going to kill myself
- why wasnt i born a boy
- why was i born
- i hate all of you
- aw cute i woke up in a pool of my own blood
ahh, i almost wish i still got periods so i could enjoy these lovely moments <3
i’d give everything. yet i can’t ask for anything. of anyone. it makes me bitter, sometimes.
Papers. I need to get 5 or 6 papers out of the way this month. Also, go to housing and get room I want, annddddd then, sign up for classes where I will not have 23 papers to write in a semester. malarchy.
Sunshine. I need to bring back thick winter clothes and my coat and introduce dresses, warmth, and love into my closet. Also, living at school and being at home so often, I get to make-over/spring clean and reorganize two closets. Double the fun, I’m so pumped; genuinely. =]
Nails. There’s two or three nail polish colors I’ve been wanting for a while, however, being as I have more nail polishes than fingers and toes; I’m waiting til I do something awesome so that I can reward myself. Goal for the month-do something awesome =) Oh yeah.
Water. I was drinking 3-4 liters of waters a day, and I’m down to 1-2 liters. I need to get my act together and get water into my system again. Also, I doubt I’ll have the same twice a week gym obedience, but I need to start going in at least once a week; it feels good to move and stretch.
Life. I need to finish mapping out what classes I’m going to take, sign up for summer classes, find-apply-for-get internship, bonus points if paid, that’s gonna count for credit, and be in line for graduating a year early.
Life, continued. Figure out what I want to do when I graduate early.
General health. I need to fit more sleep into my schedule. Also, I need to start drinking at least as much tea as I do coffee, because 2-3 cups a day on a good day is a bit overkill.
Tumblr. I need to stop using this as a procrastination tool and go write my papers.
when people write out your instead of you’re. i want to punch the screen. learnnn itt.
i don’t feel like anything. tonight sucks; it needs to be over and my life should get itself in order. sooner, please.
also, eight weeks left until this semester is over and i can take in sunshine and read lovely novels. oh..and of course, take a bunch of summer courses so i can graduate early, and work, and volunteer, and i might as well give up sleep now.
on the bright side, i had an amazing week with my hilarious family, a few of my friends, and my wonderful boyfriend.